No Longer

I am no longer the mother of a son. I am the mother of one. More of my children are in Heaven than are on earth with me. I miss what I didn't have and I miss what I did have just the same.
I pray for strength to live the life that God wants of me. I pray for the direction to follow His lead and the wisdom to know the difference. I am so thankful for the peace and comfort that He has given to me and I want to share that which only He can provide, but I long for when we no longer have to be on earth and too can be in Heaven, resting in the Arms that can cover it all.